Smooth full of black metals became a person. Until I would rather listen to the words | Children Schnabl

LI began most of the younger thoughts, started with a friend I was a little crazy. She was my best friend – she seemed to have this type of problem that causes something else to end. Moved from the type of type of mind. I, right now, just follow up, just follow, diligently, sincerely. When they found black iron, I followed him again.

Soon my bedroom began to equal to the masoleum: There were corpsers look like a string of a mold, and the cds with the passengers that look like a musical fashion. I started wearing part – black on black. I stopped conflicts for reactions that occur and lutelets. And, yet, I didn't know what I was listening.

The song was hypnotic: Raw, not tired, thick and air. It sounded like separating and curb and disturbed – what, to a teenager, was less. Caused the form to rebel. But I didn't check it back. I just dropped pimple.

One time, my friend told me that Vikersnes of Vikers, a man of Norwegian Muslims, had killed his friend BIRE and went on time to kill him. “Erm, what should we do?” We were surprised. We were shook and we said that we would avoid his song and looking for others for others. Cold.

Then my cousin is called. Are 11 years older than I – he taught me to play chess chess When I was young, I chose me to read, often he was jumping. I wrote some ties I entered a trip. He had done what I didn't: looked It. Translator. Read the discussion. Connection. What they found it turned up in the stomach.

Most of these groups, they were found, did not slay with the form of monabre. They walk in a different thing in a dark thing: the best, clear, clearly antisheminic antisensions. Others had links related to groups who hate them. Others stole white in the old languages ​​or a view of the most appropriate word under Rune layers. Electricity and Nokturm Fami – Badguns I have already received “the air” – it was impossible to obey the same. ImprisonmentInitiative Birth It's usually displayed by a form of a white and squeezed by a pagan pagan view. At the beginning of their work, Nkturn dust had a powerful ability to National Socission a metal metal (NSBM); Mamembala a Band adafunsa mafunso olimbikitsa malingaliro a Neo-Nazi. What we thought we had just crushed just a word, sometimes, to be more likely to be known – and his mind was ethno – love of greatness.

My shrine did not encourage me. Didn't make me feel less. He simply said: “You're a smart. But don't let your intelligence leave you despise.”

The miracle turns something. Because he was right – I didn't care about accident. I made my own interest. I didn't want to know what the statement said to be what groups represent because we would rebuild myself. In the past, I thought I would choose a song. But in truth, I choose to be of nothing.

After discussed, I began to return. And ecstatic, so is it my friend. As we read the most – we realized that leatherbums were, sometimes, sometimes smoke, for the most unwanted dumb. The image we made, bad musicians are in cold leaves, dropped. What remained was very difficult: the parts of some other members are easily wearing like a painting. Grooming didn't sit; It was hidden.

We all stopped listening – it's not right away, but hard. I raised the CDs. We have not been dissolved. After that, my friend and I separated myself, even though not because of music, not directly. Life intervened.

And that is what I wonder about my cousin: If my cousin did not say anything, I would have known? Can I care? Would I protect the thoughts I couldn't believe because of the title I loved?

We like the fact that we are our beliefs – that the mind that comes through the argument and reason. But usually drops in the road, pigs in your community, taste. When you're young, especially, to be able to be exceeded by faith. You pick up the code and determined without an awareness. You drink the mouth before you mean. And as you repeat them, you will be It.

The saved of me was not clear, but it was interesting. Someone whom I believed took time to find out what I had, and I realized that presumptuous. Did not feel like fighting. Felt as if it would be slowly.

I still listen to big music. Techno, for example. But music is with the Word, I listen to them. I ask other questions. I know how easy it is to be deceived by the feeling of the depth to understand what is on the ground.